Mummy been asking him to tell hairi to have a part time job meanwhile since his family susah and he is 19 yrs old already. This could make  him have his own allowance. Keje during hols je cause i know dr ni pemalas time skola nk keje. And so  tt dr boleh ade duit untk mkn. If his other friends can do it why not him. When i hint him he say mls. If kawin mcm mane eh. If i say like this he will say tk pyh kawin. Padahal org tgh nk dr try jdi independent and cergas soo tt dr ade duit untk diri dr. But i dont know how to tell cause end up  he put the blame on me as usual then we gado bigtime. Hais. And another thing tt bother me is tt he keep on teling me im gona have a new bf. Wtf. Mmg dulu yg psl laki tu ade crisis sikit. Tapi tu dulu sey. Klau gitu aku pon boleh ungkit psl pompan yg dulu dr lyn 24/7 tu. Aku ni cinta giler babi dkt dr. Dr tk npk2 ke? Aku da byk berubah sbb nk menambat hati dr. Balik2 aku yg salah. Hais. Kdg2 aku rase sunyi sgt. Lonely gyler. I just need him to love me and have his attention. Tu je. And i really do love him. Hais. And paling best is tt dr akn suddenly mood swing. Ttz it. Semue slh aku. Walaupon dr tk ckp but i know it. Nvm. I must tahan and fight for this love. Because i dont want it to end. It means a lot to me.